I found myself travelling to 11 different countries, something I had never imagined myself to do so young. I made life long friends whilst travelling, ones that have impacted my life forever (soppy I know.)
I received such positive results from uni. I actually enjoyed what I was learning. I was so invested in achieving high marks that I completed assignments a few days before it was due - which was a big thing for me wow.
Not only that but I found myself most happy at an internship I applied for, working with a start up company called Project Gen Z. This social enterprise company works closely with teens in Melbourne and Cambodia, allowing them that access to 'Dare to Dream' mentality and think like an entrepreneur.
Not only was it my first dabble in dare I say a 'real job' for me, but it was a City job, something which I had always envisioned getting once I completed high school.
Tomorrow is the 1st May - Almost half way into 2018 and I somewhat feel empty. I am in the time in my life where it is acceptable to experiment and try new things.
I feel lost, I suppose. I am struggling to find my feet and discover who I am. My friends are all doing such incredible things, I am so proud to be standing beside them to cheer them on.
Not only was it my first dabble in dare I say a 'real job' for me, but it was a City job, something which I had always envisioned getting once I completed high school.
Tomorrow is the 1st May - Almost half way into 2018 and I somewhat feel empty. I am in the time in my life where it is acceptable to experiment and try new things.
I feel lost, I suppose. I am struggling to find my feet and discover who I am. My friends are all doing such incredible things, I am so proud to be standing beside them to cheer them on.
Myself on the other hand, feel so lost on this earth. Lost at who my friends are, lost at what my purpose is. Last year was such a high for me, I don't know if I'm stuck comparing it or just disappointed on how I feel I have downwards spiraled.
I have been reading so many motivating books, one of them whom wrote a chapter about finding your purpose and your reason to be on this earth. I do believe that everyone was put on this earth for a specific purpose, may that be to teach a certain student, meet and influence that one girl or to create art for a community, whatever it may be I believe we are all here for a reason... when I figure out my reasoning I really cannot wait to explore all the possibilities.
I have been reading so many motivating books, one of them whom wrote a chapter about finding your purpose and your reason to be on this earth. I do believe that everyone was put on this earth for a specific purpose, may that be to teach a certain student, meet and influence that one girl or to create art for a community, whatever it may be I believe we are all here for a reason... when I figure out my reasoning I really cannot wait to explore all the possibilities.
I haven't touched base on this platform for well over 12 months now. Feeling so lost and down at the moment, I remembered Novella and felt a tug towards updating it, the good and the bad, I'm still here.
If you're reading this, thanks for sticking through this rant, much love.
Claire Louise xx
